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[16 Nov 2007|09:50pm] |
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I'm getting really sick of it. Why do you feel like you need to be so rude? I don't find it funny, cause it isn't a joke. Why are you so selfish? You're not the only person who matters in this world. Why so stuck up? You're not better because you have so many more material things than me. Why can't you keep your mouth shut? When someone says not to mention something to someone else, don't. Why are you so inconsiderate? Not everyone you ask owes you something.
Btw, this is not about whoever is reading this, & you most likely do not know the people I'm refering to.
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| I love seeing old friends. |
[08 Nov 2007|02:21pm] |
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Greg & I cleaned out (& he vaccumed) my car today and we were going to wash it too but we'll have to do that tomorrow because we both got too tired too. Plus it was hot but still beautiful outside. I love fall, it is amazing. I wish the weather was like this all year 'round. Everyone would be in a better mood. Becca stopped by & that was nice. Greg & I took the dogs over to my dad's which is where we were cleaning out my car, and they got out of the backyard! So we had to hunt them down, good thing on Becca's way over she saw them & we found them. I haven't seen her in forever but talk everyday on AIM but haven't seen her in person in awhile & I'm glad I go to because I had missed her. She's look so cute pregnant, I think it's 7 months, & I got to touch the belly! Haha her & I need to hang out more because we've known eachother for so long but just drifted apart but it's good we're talking again.
I don't want to take the exam in student success tonight. I don't know really any of the material so I'm gonna study before I go so it's fresh in my mind. Speaking of tests, I totally failed my math one last night. Thank God we get to have our lowest test grade dropped which will be my test from last night, haha. I really need to crack down with school. I want to have really good grades it just always feels like there's so much to do around here. I can't wait until all the laundry and dishes are done & organized. That will be a wonderful day because I still haven't finished what I started.
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| Goodness boy, do you know what you do to me? |
[05 Nov 2007|12:00am] |
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You're the only who really knows how to get to me.
Who can hurt me the most in this world.
You drive me out of my mind sometimes.
But..
You're the only one who can melt my heart like you do.
I wish you knew how much love I have for you.
"Oohhh I just wanna get down with you
I just wanna get close to you
Ooooh I just need to confirm it's true
What I'd do to be alone with you
It's the way you catch my eye
Making me just wanna die
Never met no one like you
I don't know how you feel
But I'm sure this is real"
I suggest everyone listen to the song in my "Current Music" section, it's my new fav. one :]
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| Put your foot up they ass, haha. |
[26 Oct 2007|12:05am] |
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So Gregory and I hung up the Halloween decorations tonight. It looks nice, I can't wait for Christmas to come too so we can get a tree and decorate for that as well. So anyways, today I had student sucess class. Which I don't understand what affect that will have on my AA, if it's something I should have or it doesn't matter. I'm ready to study my major not have to do all the prerequistes. Anyways, Buddy is going to pets by Judy on Saturday. We can't have two big dogs in this apartment cause it isn't that big and he isn't going to be a puppy forever. I'll miss the hell out of the little shithead though. Even though he caused a lot of trouble, he was still a good doggy at times.
Goodnight :]
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| I'ma riot maker. |
[23 Oct 2007|03:38am] |
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Yay, Gregory got a job today :]
So no more worrying about rent, hopefully. I need a to get a job soon too. I don't like not having money to spend. I want to get a nintendo DS, those things are neat as fuck, and a new camera whenever we have the money to get them. I'm not doing so good in Math. I have never been good at Math, even in high school. I need to get it together otherwise I fail and if I fail then that sucks. It sets me back and it'll take longer to get my associates. Plus, my mom will expect me to get a full time job and will no longer pay for half of the rent. Which she should regardless because she is still recieving child support from my dad until I'm 21. Ehh we won't even go there. Anyways, I need to get some sleeeep after I get a midnight snack, good night :)
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| We were meant to live for so much more. |
[20 Oct 2007|07:01pm] |
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Switchfoot- Meant To Live |
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Have we lost ourselves?
A friend of mine told me this afternoon that her and her boyfriend's friend had killed herself last night. It really hit me. I know I didn't even know this girl personally but she use to go to my high school, graduated a year before me. I had seen her a few times at school during lunch junior year and she was so pretty. She seemed happy, had a lot of friends, and apparently had a boyfriend. I just wonder what made her do it. Why do people take their lives? I know they're in pain but pain doesn't last forever. This has just made me realize how you may see someone one day and then they're gone the next. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I hope her family and boyfriend are going to be okay, they're all going to be in my prayers. This all happening, It kinda scares me and makes me want to treasure my friends around me so much more.
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| Panera Bread= healthy but I feel fat now. |
[19 Oct 2007|08:38pm] |
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I just ate Panera.. I'm fucking stuffed. I feel so damn fat. I really need to start working out. The cruise is in December, so I don't have too much time left. The thing is I've always felt fat. I mean, I don't wish to be a twig.. but I would like to have a more toned body. I'm just too damn lazy. Not to mention very out of shape.. I haven't worked out in forever so I know it's going to be hard to make myself stick it. Oh well, it's worth a try. I still need a friggin' job too. It seems like every month is worrying about how rent is going to get paid. So yeah, that sucks. That's all for now!
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| First entry. |
[19 Oct 2007|06:26pm] |
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woo hoo =]
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